i realise i am a very contradicting person.

i duwan to work, but i duwan to rot at home. i wan to work but i also wan to play. i duwan my frens to be unhappy but i duwan myself to be unhappy.

been working for two days, i'm dead tired. seriously. today was a very wrong day from the start.

i woke up earlier, i did extra things during work, my colleague who was suppose to work with me tog at 930 came at 1030, i didnt know my other colleagues well, my guiding suck, my briefing suck, my crowd control suck. everyth juz suck from head to toe, make me damn dejected

i was kinda affected by ah ken ystd whn he told me the news abt project 'SET'. i know i cant be selfish to let ah ken not go for his test and ask him to delay till june. its unfair i know. but i really wanna do the proj earlier, it would be GREAT FUN..

well i know ah ken is sad abt it too, but i cant let him sad alone rite?? later he sad cos he gotta take the test later and also cant do the proj earlier. at least i have one thing less to be sad abt. oh wells, heaven's will i guess.

tw nxt week (: i wanna see my ahzi, and sing the remix ver of ni guang to her.. HAHAH

today's juz a very wrong day, i hope tmr's a better day!

jerr-
9:44 PM